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In the spring of 2018 during one of our prayer sessions I felt prompted to ask the Lord for a quadruple portion of supernatural faith and peace. We have prayed this over ourselves each day since. Praise God we were obedient, and neither of us have wavered.

The 'birthing' of the Prayer Centre requires a supernatural quantity of both faith and peace. Looking back, the triggering moment of the Prayer Centre birthing happened when a friend asked us to anoint her home with oil and pray throughout the house. I put an unopened bottle of anointing oil into a plastic bag, with a laminated ‘House Blessing’, and put it on top of the diary in the kitchen.  As we were leaving I went to pick the bag up and noticed oil on my hands. There didn’t seem to be anything on the diary or bag, just on my hands. I lifted the bag and noticed that the top of the bottle was completely sheared off, and there was only a few drops of oil. It was really strange, and because we had no more oil I carefully tried to extract the few drops into one of our small communion cups, and sealing it carefully we set off.  As we were driving a beautiful aroma began to come from my hands, both of them were oily and I couldn’t stop smelling them. I looked into the bag and inside the communion cup was more oil than I had dropped in, and as we continued the journey it increased.

Arriving at the house we shared with our dear sister what had happened.  Praying around the house Dennis anointed the doors windows and rooms.  The oil continued to increase in the cup. When we returned home I placed the bag with the communion cup and precious oil on the window ledge in the lounge, and to my surprise when I went to move it before going to bed there was more oil in it.  The Lord has said that this is the increase of anointing, the beginning of what the Lord had planned for Fyddlers End, a sanctuary, retreat, and prayer centre. 

A couple of weeks after this a new bottle of unopened anointing oil appeared.

September 2018....  Dennis and I were attending the very last session of our eighteen month Worship Academy course.  It had been a blessed morning with Chris Bowater and he had spoken about Postmen being 'anointed' because the Lord would use them to deliver cheques. We had just gone to get a coffee when a dear sister approached me and said, "The Lord has told me to ask you, "is there going to be a Ffald y Brenin on the Levels." She smiled when I immediately answered "Yes." There was no doubt in my mind and then it flooded with images of buildings and how people would be staying with us at Fyddlers End. Already a House of Prayer we were used to having people coming to visit for a morning, afternoon or evening but this was much more.  T

he following week... A local minister, new to the area, came along for the afternoon and said she wanted to walk around the property and pray. When she got back she told me the Lord had shown her new buildings, and people staying with us. The Lord wanted Fyddlers End to become a retreat, and He would provide the funding.  

A few days later a cheque was delivered by our Postman. 

The vision of the buildings began to clarify, and we could see them already in place. Bedrooms, a living area, kitchen and utility room, and another building for meetings, with a small kitchen area. We, (particularly Dennis), began to clear the site. There are two-thirds of an acre, with many trees to be sorted and cleared.  October 2018... The Lord began to 'download' what I needed to prepare. He had already given Dennis and I teaching and Bible studies to do, this had been going on for several years. None of them seemed connected until the revelation of becoming a Prayer Centre and Retreat. Things began to make some sense.

The Lord showed me the pictures He wanted me to paint, and how to put together the teachings, the programmes, studies, workshops, prayer sessions, linking the paintings, and YOYO our charity, through the 'Families for Jesus' vision which had never been implemented. 

The Key within all of the above is a Bible Study by Dr. Sandy Davies Kirk... 'Undone By a Revelation of the Lamb', it has been life changing. Keeping the cross at the centre of everything is burnt into both our hearts. The Lord also gave me a series of paintings to depict the Covenant of Redemption from before Creation until the cross, and then the Lord watching over His Bride until He returns.

At Fyddlers End we have the Angelic Gate where I have seen a Warrior Angel emerge, Ministering and Harvesting Angels, and last year four 'Sentinel" Angels who stand as sentries, north south east and west. In October I saw them all blowing a Shofar.  When I asked the Lord "why?", He said they were calling the people we are going to need. 

Calling the people we need….The following morning there was a knock at the door and a dear friend handed me an envelope with a cheque in, and written on the envelope were two job applications from her and her husband, one for a chambermaid and one for an odd job man. This was incredible. When she had left I asked the Lord why those two jobs, they would be important, but we needed an architect, builders, plumbers etc or there would be no buildings. The Lord said that we would need a chambermaid and odd job man when the place was finished, this was to confirm it would be.

December 2018… calling the people we need…. My sister June and brother in law Frank came to stay for the Worship Academy Graduation. Frank said he would draw the drawings for us and take us through the outline and full planning application. He had no idea about the angels and the Shofars.                                                         

(In Nottinghamshire, June and Frank also have a House of Prayer.)  


January 2019 .... calling the people we need…. The Lord has provided a young man to help Dennis as he continues clearing the site.  Frank completed the drawings, and he was looking at the building regulations for South Somerset.  In mid January Dennis and I travelled up to Nottinghamshire to discuss the building plans with Frank, whilst looking at them we realised the land registry drawing had put the River Carey in the wrong place.                                               

This was a relief, because the positioning of the residential building in front of the wrongly sited river was not viable. 

February 2019…. New measurements were carefully taken, and correct land drawings were completed by Dennis with the river in the right place. Frank has revised the plans.

Saturday 16th  February 2019…The urgency to complete the paintings for the meeting room had got really strong, so I decided to have a big clear out in my studio to get rid of clutter and have more working space to paint. Dennis was busy, so I began to focus on removing the unwanted YOYO boxes and files.  The floor was covered with plastic containers and various other items, and I was stood on a chair pulling down yet another load of papers from a high shelf when I felt myself falling. I knew it was going to hurt.  There were sharp spasms in my back, and my left knee was swelling up.  I somehow managed to carry on for a while but eventually I felt the Lord saying to go to bed and read Dr. Sandy Kirk’s book ‘The Pierced Generation’. It had arrived a month earlier than expected. I began reading, Dennis came to bed and was soon asleep, I carried on reading, getting more and more excited because pieces of the jig saw of the events that had happened in our lives over the past years, suddenly began to make sense, falling into place. 

Our charity, YOYO, twenty-one years old, is all about youngsters, youth, and family, so the testimonies in the book resonated and moved me so much. The ministry of standing in the gap and the work of Holy Spirit and forgiveness drew together the studies we had done and been using, introducing people to the Godhead, (SOZO). I was excited, thrilled, and after completing the book I fell asleep.

This was so important. Dennis was completely at one with all I read out to him and discussed, and together we knew we needed to go over to Alabama in April for ‘The Glory of the Lamb Retreat.’ The Lord spoke clearly to us both revealing how we needed this, to be able to do what He was calling us to do here. Within a week of contacting Dr. Sandy it was settled, and the following week it was booked. Dr. Sandy e mailed saying that she felt this was going to be a 'divine appointment'.  When I got out of bed on that Sunday morning my knee was no longer swollen and my back did not hurt at all. We went to church and I gave an emotional testimony.

Friday 22nd February… calling the people we need…. Dennis had a chance meeting with a someone who came to the church Youth Club twenty years ago. Her husband has a plant hire business, so Dennis asked about hiring a digger to level the land. She immediately responded that her son would come over with a machine and do it for us. 

Saturday 23rd February…. I had finished four paintings, and began the composition of the Lord watching over His seed and then His Bride. The background was ready but the representation of Christ’s eyes was troubling me.  A low grade ache in the back of my neck is indicative of anointing given to me for creative assignments. Each time when I push through, the results have been phenomenal, so I kept going.  However all sorts of negative thoughts were bombarding me, the ache got more intense, and despite knowing I should carry on and ignore the negative thoughts, I put my brush down and went to bed. There was no sleep at all, and the ache in my neck was intense. I woke Dennis up and he prayed for me, but instead of listening to what I knew I should do, (finish the painting), I broke the chemical free instruction from the Lord and took Paracetamol. Why do I do the things I shouldn’t and don’t do the things I should?

Sunday 24th February… Dennis left for church, I slept for an hour then with horror understood how I had failed, so getting up, I finished the painting. Once completed the ache in my neck vanished. I was, and still am, affected by the eyes Holy Spirit guided me to place in the picture. There is nothing from me, it’s all from Him.  Unbelievably, despite having completed the painting, the following day I still worked on other eyes, experimenting with gold and other colours. This was all me sadly, and not good at all. Why do I do the things I shouldn’t and don’t do the things I should?

Tuesday 26th February… I woke up after a dream, it was about window dressing with the ‘truth’.  There were two windows to dress, all the props were there covered over but there was no one to put them together so I offered to do it. One window was to represent ‘summer’, which was presenting what was needed to survive the dreadful things coming in the second, ‘winter’, window. There was a big electric plug that needed programming to provide the energy and power for the window displays to be effective. Straight away I put in the wrong thing, the plug spoke to me saying this could not be easily changed, but when done correctly ‘truth’ would be seen. I was supposed to put in ‘O’ but had put in ‘6’. I was told this meant the enemy could lie and use his information. I understood immediately this was about my continuing to work on ‘eyes’ in my own strength. The revelation here is to respond to Holy Spirit and go no further when told to stop. (I had been listening to lies). The windows represent what we are going to do here, at the retreat. The summer window gives opportunities to share the cross, minister to individuals and families, and to teach. The winter window confirms that times will be difficult for Jesus Bride. We will be a sanctuary, a safe place of escape and protection, for the children of God.  The paintings are to hang in the meeting room, and like a shop window displays what’s inside the shop, the images all reveal and point to Jesus, the Covenant of Redemption and His redemptive work throughout the Old Testament, the Cup of Wrath He drained for us, and His continued watching over His Bride. Pictures to hang ‘truth’ on, through  scripture, and the teaching in the booklets.  This ‘truth’ is the equipping necessary for the Bride of Christ to survive the cold winter coming soon into the world.  Hearts need to be pierced by a revelation of the Lamb. To anyone reading this I would recommend  ‘Undone by a Revelation of the Lamb’, by Dr. Sandy Davies Kirk PH.D. and                        ‘One Plan The History of the Work of Redemption’ by Jonathan Edwards. They are life changing. 1st - 3rd March…. I began to get pain in my face on the first day and it steadily got worse. I was advised the symptoms could be neuralgia and when I looked it up they fit exactly, and as the pain episodes happened, the swelling in the blood vessel in my neck was enlarged a lot. The right side of my face, every tooth located there, my jaw, gums, ear and eye were subjected to excruciating surges of pain. Reluctantly I was taking strong pain killers but nothing worked except a very hot gel pack that masked the pain slightly. I was getting very little sleep, but on the third day, with the pain really bad, I felt the Lord giving me a ‘word’ to write down. 

03.03,19. 12.55 am “ There is a place of deep spiritual healing and teaching, It’s where I am at the moment, blessed within a remission from the excruciating pain. It’s a place with a mixture of emotions all intermingled with a strengthening of faith and trust in the Lord. When the pain is relentless the world around is dimmed out of proportion, pain is the only reality and every fibre of my being wants it to stop, but it’s out of my control, there is nothing I can do. Praying is the only answer. In the moments of ease, I hardly dare to breathe or move in case it triggers it’s return, yet it still comes back, apparently for no reason. God turns everything around for good, and no matter what the circumstance, if we trust in Him and do not lean on our own understanding, He will reveal truth, to restore and to strengthen us, in our time of need. Our precious Saviour knows and understands every pain, and there is no part of my suffering that He has not endured. Out of this suffering a bud was birthed, a bud of new life that will grow and mature as I listen closely to the revelations being whispered into my ears.  Knowing His voice gives me ears to hear, and I only know His voice because of time spent with Him. The Lord is showing me that pain, in whatever way it presents itself can shut me down, I can move away from His presence. I have to make a choice to emerge from the pain and listen. I am listening. The Lord has been showing me that He is with me. The cliff edge of pain, suffering, sin, betrayal, and distancing from Him is enabling Him to reveal His hands firmly holding me, not letting me go.  This incredible move of God Dennis and I are experiencing in our lives is happening very quickly and takes my breath away. The enemy is watching and can do nothing to stop it, but he has been trying to incapacitate, cripple and blinker me with the distraction of pain, attempting to shift my eyes away from the Lord. His eyes are ever watching over me, His eyes never blink or close or waver, I am ‘the apple of His eye’.

The picture that Holy Spirit created last week, with eyes searching deep into my soul and spirit each time I look at them, has been a focal point for me. The compilation of finding and placing eyes to represent eyes that are unrepresentable caused me a lot of distress and discomfort. The repeated question and uncertainty in my mind was like the waves of pain, with only short remission before they returned. Yet the eyes held me. I understand now that they were not from me, I didn’t create them, they were just there, I merely shaded and lined parts of them. Like the pain wasn’t something I had done to cause it, the painting wasn’t from me either.  The pain, suddenly and without warning battered my face and would not go away, but I now see His eyes watching over me, even when I took my eyes off Him. In this renewed revelation of the Lord I know He is here with me and when I focus only on Him the pain diminishes. His message to me, is to keep Him as my reality, not the pain, not the world around me, only Jesus.

 Later that morning I opened the Lana Vowser e mail that had arrived in my in box. As always I am so thankful for the Lord speaking through her. This was the ‘word’. Lana Vowser The Lord showed me that there is a significant battle against many prophets right now. Many are feeling like they have had the wind knocked out of their sails. I saw many in a place of deep heaviness, feeling oppressed, confusion, lack of clarity, disorientation and even torment. As I leaned into the Lord I heard His voice resound so loudly: "THE BATTLE IS OVER MY VOICE AND THE MANTLE OF EVANGELISM THAT IS BEING ACTIVATED OVER THE PROPHETS!!! IT'S TIME FOR A MAJOR SURGE OF PROPHETIC EVANGELISM" I then began to see flashes before my eyes of the positioning hand of God in the lives of the prophets in this new era and positioning them in the world in places they never imagined. I could hear the Lord speaking "I have and will continue to position you in the Church for the equipping of the saints for the work of ministry, but I am now also releasing you in greater ways into the world with great favour to release My Words and to spread the Good News of My Gospel to bring in the harvest. It is time for My voice to resound in the world louder than before and I am activating a mantle of evangelism over many prophets. The enemy is trying to keep many of My prophets caged in this place of inactivity because of fear, and tremendous opposition. I have heard the cries of many of My prophets crying out to me because of the battle and deep torment they have been facing, but this is because of MY VOICE that is about to go forth louder than before. The enemy is ferociously angry and he is attempting to muzzle the prophets, but it will not prevail. For I am decreeing over My prophets "IT'S TIME TO MOVE INTO NEW MANTLES!!!! IT'S TIME FOR A DOUBLE MANTLE TO BE BIRTHED UPON YOU!!!! THE PROPHETIC AND THE EVANGELIST CONVERGING!!! Prophets you are NOW BIRTHING! The enemy is coming on assignment to abort, but I am decreeing now is your time to BIRTH!!!" "You are about to birth in great joy! You are moving into another mantle My prophets and there's a battle on the mantle but greater momentum shall you find in this mantle than you have ever known. The enemy is terrified of the mantle you are moving into My prophets! Get fierce! Be ferocious and don't stop! Move! Move! Move! It's time to move into the new mantle! The witchcraft coming against this new mantle is a sign of the momentum contained within this mantle. The promotion, this moving into this new mantle is the greatest promotion and shift in many of your lives thus far. It's the greatest increase of anointing that you have known." In this vision I began to see prophets being positioned in the world and speaking words from the heart of the Father, one word that unlocks the heart of those who do not yet know Jesus and salvation SUDDENLY coming forth. The Lord is training and increasing the prophets right now in clarity and insight to go forth in greater empowerment of the Spirit to partner with Him in a new level of prophetic evangelism. There is a completely new display of prophetic evangelism that is about to burst forth as the increase of clarity, revelation and insight is released to the prophets to release My nature and the secrets of My heart to mankind across the earth. I heard the Lord say "IT'S A SURGE!!!!" SURGE DEFINITION: a sudden powerful forward or upward movement, especially by a crowd or by a natural force such as the tide. SYNONYMNS: gush, rush, outpouring, stream, flow, sweep, swell, swelling, heaving, billowing, rolling, roll, bulging, eddying, swirling, tide, burst, pour, cascade, spill, overflow The Lord continued to speak: "It's a MAJOR SURGE OF PROPHETIC EVANGELISM that is about to take place and the enemy is attempting to silence the prophets so they will not move into these DOUBLE MANTLES but I am fighting on their behalf. I am training them in the fire and they will go forth with My Words in their mouth, with the fire of My presence upon them and My Words like fire in their mouths and they will begin to see HARVEST all around. It's time for the PROPHET and the EVANGELIST to CONVERGE like never before." IT'S TIME TO GO BEHIND THE VEIL LIKE NEVER BEFORE "My prophets, it is time to go behind the veil like never before. It is time to come deeper into the place of Jeremiah 33:3. For the level of insight, revelation and clarity of My secrets and My Word that I am releasing to you in this new era is unlike anything you have seen and heard before. It is a new level of insight and a new level of revelation. As you come behind the veil into the secret place I will entrust you to REVELATION knowledge and wisdom that you will take into the world and the places I send you and you will release these secrets and they will bring forth a GREAT UNLOCKING for the harvest. Hearts will be unlocked and come into salvation. Culture, cities and nations will be affected by the ANSWERS and PROPHETIC INSIGHT that I will release to you and through you for the world and will see the world left in awe of My wisdom that will also bring in the harvest. Many in the world will come to the knowledge of My reality and who I am, and My goodness and come to know Me, recognising the wisdom from on high! It's time to come behind the veil like never before." THERE INCREASE OF THE TRAINING OF THE SAINTS IS ABOUT TO ESCALATE AND ACCELERATE (Ephesians 4:12-16) I heard the Lord say: "There is also an increase of the training and equipping of the saints for the work of the ministry that is about to ESCALATE and ACCELERATE for the harvest!!! There is going to be a greater acceleration of the training and equipping of the saints, a greater maturing, to send out, prepare, activate and equip. For there is a TIDAL WAVE of ACTIVATION crashing into the body of Christ right now to ACTIVATE My people in the PROPHETIC and EVANGELISM! It's time for the PROPHET and the EVANGELIST to EXPAND!" MY VOICE IS GOING TO GO FORTH LOUDER THAN BEFORE "My prophets, the enemy is attempting to drag many of you into a battle that feels like hell because you and I are about to snatch souls and save them from the reality of hell. This is the sound of the harvest! This is why the enemy is screaming at you to stop right now My prophets, because My VOICE is about to go forth through you, My Gospel and the secrets of My heart like never before that will bring MANY into the Kingdom and the saving knowledge of who I am and My goodness. You MUST go forth! It's your time to move into the new activated mantle and move into the harvest field like never before. It's time! You have arrived! It is time!" "I am leading many of you where you have never been before. It's uncomfortable, but it will be GLORIOUS as you see Me move in power through you like NEVER before. For SUCH a time as this is resounding loudly over you. Now is the time to TRUST in Me and TRUST in My POWER!!! The harvest is ripe and you are being sent forth in great acceleration and empowerment to bring in the harvest!!!!!”

5th March… The pain was so bad I went for an emergency appointment at the dentist. it was a relief to have no pain whilst the injection numbed my mouth but once it wore off the level was horrendous. I go back for more work on 21st March and have antibiotics.  Dennis is also poorly with a really bad cold.

8th March… June and I had an incredible time in the Courtroom of Heaven,  standing with us the Lord gave incredible revelations.  These were the declarations we made…. Court of heaven declarations.  Lord, I stand before you in your courts, I thank you that you are the healer. You are the one who makes all things new and whole. I thank you for all that Jesus did on the cross to carry away sickness and bear away pains. Everything that was legally necessary Jesus has done for me. Thank you Lord so much.  Having wiped out the handwriting of requirements that was against us, which was contrary to us. And He has taken it out of the way, having nailed it to the cross.  We by faith, take this verdict and execute it into place by the power of the Holy Spirit. We ask and decree that all Jesus has done for us on the cross is now working and speaking on our behalf.  Once we silence any accusation against us, we then ask for the healing power of Jesus to touch and move in us. When any legal right of the devil is revoked, all Jesus died for will come into our lives.  Thank you Jesus for all you have done.  Colossians 2:14-15(Passion Translation NT)  He canceled out every legal violation we had on our record and the old arrest warrant that stood to indict us. He erased it all—our sins, our stained soul—he deleted it all and they cannot be retrieved! Everything we once were in Adam has been placed onto his cross and nailed permanently there as a public display of cancellation. 15 Then Jesus made a public spectacle of all the powers and principalities of darkness, stripping away from them every weapon and all their spiritual authority and power to accuse us. And by the power of the cross, Jesus led them around as prisoners in a procession of triumph. He was not their prisoner; they were his! Lord, I come before Your Courts and ask, on the basis of Jesus and His blood, that I be accepted. I thank You that I can stand before You because I am the righteousness of God in Christ Jesus. Thank You so much for all You have done for me.  As I stand before Your Courts, I know that the devil has messed with Your timing in my life. I am aware that he has been able to disrupt the fulfilment of prophetic promises I carry. I know there are dreams in my heart that have come from You, but have yet to be fulfilled. I ask that all You have spoken concerning me would not fall to the ground, but would become reality. I yield my heart before You and surrender.  I want all that You have designed for me to happen. Please, Lord, let Your will be done in my life and in all that concerns me.  I bring these promises to You specifically. (Recite before the Lord any words you have, promises you carry, and/or dreams for your life.) Lord, I am asking that I could receive all I was made for. Thank You so much.  I ask, Lord, that the years that have been lost through the disruption of timing would now be restored. I ask on the basis of Joel 2:25 I will repay you for the years that the swarming locust ate…..that everything that has been lost, destroyed, or devoured would now be recovered. I am asking You, Lord, for the productivity of the years to be given back to me and my generations. You are the God of restoration and recovery and I am asking of You and before Your Courts for this to occur.  I also ask, Lord, that should there be any legal issue in the spirit that the devil would be using to resist me, that Your blood would speak for me according to Hebrews 12::24  And as members of the church of the Firstborn all our names have been legally registered as citizens of heaven! And we have come before God who judges all, and who lives among the spirits of the righteous who have been made perfect in his eyes!  I repent for any wrong or rebellious decisions that allowed the devil to steal my promises or future. I ask that his case against me would be revoked. I also repent for any wrong view of the sovereignty of God. Any area of my life in which I have not taken responsibility because of this wrong view, I repent. Forgive me, Lord, for this and allow the blood of Jesus to please speak for me. Any place there might be covenants with devilish powers from my bloodlines,  I ask that these would be annulled. I thank You for the power of the blood. Lord, should there be anything else that satan would use to resist what is in my book of destiny, I ask that you might show it to me that I might ask for the blood to speak on my behalf. Lord, I stand before You and open my bloodline and myself to Your examination.  (At this point, be sensitive in the spirit. Anything you see, feel, hear, and/or discern, just present it to the Lord and ask for the blood to speak on your behalf.) Lord, now on the basis of who You are and what You have provided, I ask and decree that all the resistance of  the devil against my future and destiny is revoked. I say from Your Courts that any and every legal right against me according to Colossians 2:14 He canceled out every legal violation we had on our record and the old arrest warrant that stood to indict us. He erased it all—our sins, our stained soul—he deleted it all and they cannot be retrieved! Everything we once were in Adam has been placed onto his cross and nailed permanently there as a public display of cancellation…… now nailed to the cross. I am free to see time reset, dreams fulfilled, years restored, and prophetic destiny realised.  I receive it from the very Courts of Heaven and move into it in Jesus’s name. Amen! (Henderson, Robert. Prayers and Declarations that Open the Courts of Heaven)

After these declarations the Lord gave me a picture of snow falling, the hidden manna, each flake as it landed on us, melting and being absorbed into our skin, giving us all that we need to move forward, strengthened and equipped.

I first received this picture and ‘Word’ from the Lord.. THE HIDDEN MANNA AND THE EAGLE...15.12.05. LARGE LIKE SNOWFLAKES FALLING SILENTLY, SOAKING INTO US. SILENT, PURE, CLEAN, BEAUTIFUL, EACH FLAKE DIFFERENT, JUST LIKE SNOW IN THIS WORLD, THE HIDDEN MANNA IS THE SPIRITUAL REALITY. FOR THOSE WHO ABSORB, EACH FLAKE SOAKS INTO OUR SPIRITS– LIFE GIVING—SUPERNATURAL—GIFTS—FRUITS—AN OSMOSIS OF PURITY TAKES PLACE—THE SPIRITUAL REPLACING OF FLESH. LIKE RAIN/SNOWFLAKES IT FALLS ON GOOD AND BAD. FOR THE BORN AGAIN SPIRIT FILLED IT IS LIFE AND LIGHT TO THE SOUL– IT IS BEAUTIFUL AND AS THE OSMOSIS TAKES PLACE IT REPLACES THE UGLY WITH PURITY, BEAUTY—A BLANKET OF HOLINESS, FOOD AND COVERING. FROM WITHIN AS NATURE GROWS AND BLOOMS MATURING SAFELY UNDER THE BLANKET OF SNOW—TO REVEAL SNOWDROPS AND THE NEW LIFE THAT SPRING USHERS IN—SO THIS HIDDEN MANNA IS—SOMETHING NEW IS BEING BIRTHED ACROSS THE EARTH. I HAVE ALSO SEEN THE HUGE WINGS—ON THE PERIPHERY OF MY SPIRIT  VISION—MANY TIMES OVER THE PAST MONTHS—THIS MORNING—HOVERING—WING OUTSTRETCHED WAS THE EAGLE—HE WAS WAITING—WAITING FOR ME TO FOLLOW. WE ARE NEARLY READY, SPRING IS ALMOST HERE. WINGS ARE MATURING—MORE THAN SPIRIT WINGS EXPERIENCED BEFORE TO SOAR… THESE ARE WINGS FOR BATTLE—WINGS FOR TRANSPORT—WINGS FOR ESCAPE. REVELATION 2:17“Anyone who is willing to hear should listen to the Spirit and understand what the Spirit is saying to the churches. Everyone who is victorious will eat of the manna that has been hidden away in heaven. And I will give to each one a white stone, and on the stone will be engraved a new name that no one knows except the one who receives it.  THE EAGLE CARRIES OUR STONE…. Revelation 2:17 (NIV) 17 Whoever has ears, let them hear what the Spirit says to the churches. To the one who is victorious, I will give some of the hidden manna. I will also give that person a white stone with a new name written on it, known only to the one who receives it. (MSG) 17 "Are your ears awake? Listen. Listen to the Wind Words, the Spirit blowing through the churches. I'll give the sacred manna to every conqueror; I'll also give a clear, smooth stone inscribed with your new name, your secret new name." (NKJV Strong's,) 17 “He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches. To him who overcomes I will give some of the hidden manna to eat. And I will give him a white stone, and on the stone a new name written which no one knows except him who receives it.” ’ (LASB NLT- Notes) 2:17 This “manna that has been hidden away in heaven” suggests the spiritual nourishment that the faithful believers will receive. As the Israelites traveled toward the Promised Land, God provided manna from heaven for their physical nourishment (Exodus 16:13-18). Jesus, as the bread of life (John 6:51), provides spiritual nourishment that satisfies our deepest hunger. 2:17 It is unclear what the white stones are or exactly what the name on each will be. Because they relate to the hidden manna, they may be symbols of the believer’s eternal nourishment or eternal life. The stones are significant because each will bear the new name of every person who truly believes in Christ. They are the evidence that a person has been accepted by God and declared worthy to receive eternal life. A person’s name represented his or her character. God will give us a new name and a new heart. The Lord also brought back to my mind the prayer rings, links of a chain locked together, first revealed by Him 01.09.17. in a prayer session with Dennis and Tamsin. As for me and my house we will serve the Lord  Josh. 24:15 The Lord showed me how to divide the prayer time,                                          


This was confirmed by Tamsin after the viewing of four Buzzards, parents with two offspring dropping things for them to catch, significant because our family was very much on our hearts, the Buzzards were a beautiful symbol of family.  As we initially prayed for our family, we went through proclamations, scripture, declarations and blessings. I saw a massive fire, and in the centre was an unburnt circle. The ground had been set on fire deliberately with an outer circle protecting what was inside, the out of control fire had nothing to burn and did not get through. The Lord showed me that this circle represented closure, a full stop. The first prayers for our family were sealed into God.  As we began praying for the second section I saw a picture of five inter-locking circles, like the Olympic rings. The centre one was Jesus and the others were the four areas on our prayer plan. The Lord said that each would close and interlock with Him, sealed 'in' Him, as we completed each section. The finality of this would be emblazened visually in the spirit realm, sealed and unbreachable.  The Lord has also said that each time prayer groups pray 'within' this prayer chain, the group will forge another chain in the spirit realm, sealed into Jesus and unbreachable. As the number of chains increase in the spirit realm, a mighty cordon will be under construction, pushing back the enemy, forcing his retreat. Praise God !           

Before I could settle to write down all that had been revealed, I received a message from a friend, her husband had been taken to hospital having had a stroke. The rest of the day and evening was spent with them both. Praise God today, 9th March, he is much better and stronger. Holy Spirit is now helping me to write down the revelations from yesterday.

31.03.19. 03.16 am WFG for us…. Promises We are a couple with a testimony of time together, this is to use to witness and minister. We are to be conduits for the Lord to work through. Miraculous healings of marriages, relationships in marriages/family. We will see, hear, and understand with a quadruple portion of wisdom and discernment from Holy Spirit. The retreat/sanctuary, will be like a pool of immersion in living water, couples will bathe in this and be healed and made one again. As we have moved as one we have become one, and the streams of living water flowing from us have become one flow. We have been built as a single unit over the years, ready for this new season about to open out from this year of ‘Jubilee’ and increase. Our strength is in the Lord and as two have become one, the three together are an unbreakable cord. Precious Jesus is our strength and our core, the centre of everything, in control of everything. He is our beginning, and we are breathing eternity with Him. The essential spiritual keys revealed….. praying together, declaring scripture together, studying God’s Word together, ministering together, Jesus always central, Jesus always present. Listening to God together, being obedient, honouring each other in all we think say and do. Promises to us…… “I will never leave or forsake you, I will be your strength and shield. Your name together is TRUTH, and I will be the living and active ‘Word’ in your life together and in your ministry together in the years ahead. Your lives are a living sacrifice and I will honour you, I will protect you, I will surround you with My love, and My light will shine around, in and through you - touching lives and being a witness for Me.  Trust in Me with all of your hearts and lean not on your own understanding, in all your ways acknowledge Me and I will direct your path. Lean on Me and I will work miracles through your obedience, and hearing ears and seeing eyes , because if you keep close to Me your spirit ears and eyes will hear and see Me as I work through you as one, united in Me, strong in Me and one with Me.  Distractions will be see for what they are. Words will be heard through a filter of truth, and this will set you free from human interference. All of this is Yes and Amen”.  Ezekiel 47:1-12 The man brought me back to the entrance to the temple, and I saw water coming out from under the threshold of the temple toward the east (for the temple faced east). The water was coming down from under the south side of the temple, south of the altar. He then brought me out through the north gate and led me around the outside to the outer gate facing east, and the water was trickling from the south side. As the man went eastward with a measuring line in his hand, he measured off a thousand cubits and then led me through water that was ankle-deep. He measured off another thousand cubits and led me through water that was knee-deep. He measured off another thousand and led me through water that was up to the waist. He measured off another thousand, but now it was a river that I could not cross, because the water had risen and was deep enough to swim in—a river that no one could cross. He asked me, “Son of man, do you see this?” Then he led me back to the bank of the river. When I arrived there, I saw a great number of trees on each side of the river. He said to me, “This water flows toward the eastern region and goes down into the Arabah, where it enters the Dead Sea. When it empties into the sea, the salty water there becomes fresh. Swarms of living creatures will live wherever the river flows. There will be large numbers of fish, because this water flows there and makes the salt water fresh; so where the river flows everything will live. Fishermen will stand along the shore; from En Gedi to En Eglaim there will be places for spreading nets. The fish will be of many kinds—like the fish of the Mediterranean Sea. But the swamps and marshes will not become fresh; they will be left for salt. Fruit trees of all kinds will grow on both banks of the river. Their leaves will not wither, nor will their fruit fail. Every month they will bear fruit, because the water from the sanctuary flows to them. Their fruit will serve for food and their leaves for healing. North, South, East, and West, the Sentinel angels stand as Sentries here at Fyddlers End.   Ezekiel 48:8-10 “Bordering the territory of Judah from east to west will be the portion you are to present as a special gift. It will be 25,000 cubits wide, and its length from east to west will equal one of the tribal portions; the sanctuary will be in the center of it. “The special portion you are to offer to the Lord will be 25,000 cubits long and 10,000 cubits wide. This will be the sacred portion for the priests. It will be 25,000 cubits long on the north side, 10,000 cubits wide on the west side, 10,000 cubits wide on the east side and 25,000 cubits long on the south side. In the centre of it will be the sanctuary of the Lord. v 14.They must not sell or exchange any of it. This is the best of the land and must not pass into other hands, because it is holy to the Lord. Daniel 2:19-23 During the night the mystery was revealed to Daniel in a vision. Then Daniel praised the God of heaven and said: “Praise be to the name of God for ever and ever; wisdom and power are his. He changes times and seasons; he deposes kings and raises up others. He gives wisdom to the wise and knowledge to the discerning. He reveals deep and hidden things; he knows what lies in darkness, and light dwells with him. I thank and praise you, God of my ancestors: You have given me wisdom and power, you have made known to me what we asked of you, you have made known to us the dream of the king.”

Tuesday 7th May 2019......I woke up early with a sore throat and sniffles and a familiar pain in the back of my neck.  This familiar pain / sensation first appeared twenty years ago, simultaneously, alongside the clear picture of a template for making a very large doll to be used in assemblies and workshops in schools. I dismissed the pain, thinking it was just an irritation and determined to push through and make the doll. The instructions in my head were clear, and I followed them creating a two foot doll called Lizzie Drippin.  The moment she was completed the pain in the back of my neck disappeared. I didn’t think any more about it until it re appeared several times with pictures / dreams from the Lord. Each time after writing them down the pain vanished. I had shared this with my sister who mentioned it to a lady in her church qualified in issues concerning brain function. She said that June should tell me that in the area where I was getting the pain was a gland called the Pineal Gland, shown to be activated when things not understood were going on in the brain. She suggested that the link with ‘downloads’ from God might not be coincidental.  I have no idea if this is right but I can say that over twenty years the connection has remained, whilst the Lord is speaking to me, but as soon as I discharge what He has given to me in writing, a painting or verbally, it stops.  When I woke up with the pain last Tuesday I didn’t immediately think “The Lord has something for me.” I never do that, it’s only afterwards, but I will from now on. My immediate response was that I was coming ‘down’ with something.  I laid in bed, had another sleep and woke up still with the pain. In my mind I was to continue with the writing the Lord had shown me to complete for the Meeting Room here, when it’s finally completed. Everything the Lord has revealed through Dr.Sandy and the revelations from her anointed books, especially the ‘Undone’ study, and the time with her at the ‘Behold the Lamb’ Retreat, are the underpinning of what the Lord wants here at Fyddlers End, so I was surprised to find myself typing into my Olive Tree Bible Study App the word  ‘Redemption’. Nothing else, just that one word. I was astonished at what came up, a leaflet/booklet by Sandy Willson called Christ’s Redemption. I read through and realised that here was a piece of writing that had already enabled me a further profound revelation from the Lord. I didn’t share with Dennis that day, and on the Wednesday morning I still had this pain in the back of my neck and I was buzzing with Holy Spirit sensations inside. Wednesdays are our prayer fast day for the House of Prayer so I knew I had to tell Dennis about this exciting revelation. Before we settled down for Communion I checked some emails and opened one from Amazon Kindle. I opened it because the word ‘Redemption’ was there. The first and only Cristian book was so impactful on the page I opened it up, and what I read was incredible, and a vital addition for what the Lord had already revealed.  Before you read on will you do this.... Close your eyes and picture precious Jesus, look where you are, what He looks like and what you are doing.  Hold on to that picture.... This is what I shared with Dennis..... Close your eyes and picture precious Jesus, look where you are, what He looks like and what you are doing.  In the book …… “As the mediatorial King, he is seated at the right hand of God the Father, exercising in heaven and on earth all of God’s sovereignty, and is our High Priest and righteous Advocate.” Some years ago I was leading a prayer group of pastors, missionaries, and their spouses. Before we prayed, I asked them to close their eyes and simply imagine Jesus Christ. After a few moments I asked them to share with the group what they “saw” in their imaginations. One person saw him loving and blessing the little children; one saw him teaching the multitudes; one saw him multiplying the loaves and fishes; one saw him praying in the garden of Gethsemane. Upon reflection, we realized something significant (besides the fact that most of our images came from the simple pictures in an old King James family Bible): all our pictures of him were pre-ascension. We were not thinking of Jesus as he is, but as he once was. The exaltation of Jesus Christ is not only a historical event, but also a present reality. Jesus is no longer clothed in perishable flesh, but in imperishable glory. When the apostle John, in a vision, sees Jesus as he is, John falls down as though dead. Only God himself can revive him (Rev. 1:17). This overwhelmingly radiant, exalted Christ is the Christ whom John came to know, love, worship, and serve. Christ now reigns as mediatorial King, interceding for us, ruling over us, and advocating for us. He has taken our flesh into the councils of the triune God where we are perfectly represented and continually protected. We, therefore, have nothing to fear but God himself (Matt. 10:28). The author and several Pastors and ministers were amazed what the Lord revealed to them... Every one saw Jesus in different locations, one blessing children, another feeding the five thousand, etc... they realised all of them saw the Lord here on Earth, that fully God and fully man He was blessing and performing a miracle or just being with them somewhere incredibly peaceful. As Dennis and I did this both of us pictured precious Jesus here with us, Dennis was walking with Him on a loose gravel road.  I was in a meadow by a stream paddling with Him. We were both incredibly blessed, but when we were taken to the scriptures where the Lord spoke about Ruach, Holy Spirit coming, that He needed to leave so Holy Spirit could come to them to live inside us, and that He must ascend to heaven, but would return one day. Then taken to the scriptures in Revelation where John describes the Lamb, slain, with all the scars, but beautiful In His glorious resurrected body. We read more scriptures and Holy Spirit confirmed to us both what He had shown to the Pastors and Ministers. We didn’t think of Jesus as He now is but as He was before His ascension. He is with us here on earth still, but as Ruach who goes where we go and is wherever we are on earth. The Lord then prompted us to recall when we went to Bath and precious brothers and sisters from Ffald y Brenin House of Prayer physically gave us an example of ‘praying’ and ‘blessing’. There were three representatives, God, us and the person receiving.  When we pray we face God and speak directly to Him for the person needing prayer, but when we bless, God is behind us speaking His Word through us, into the person before us needing a touch from Him.  At the time this was a revelation moment for all of us at that training day, and we all experience first hand the difference when praying for each other and then blessing each other, whilst blessing each other the whole room was filled with the presence of God, everyone was weeping. The Lord gave us further revelation about this on Wednesday as we prayed, when we speak blessings it’s God’s Glory coming down, the resurrected power of the glorified scarred Lamb flowing through us, touching and igniting within the person being blessed. They are given a revelation of the Lamb. Blessings introduce them to the Lamb through His powerful Word, and then with the teaching revelations from Dr Sandy they will be undone.   This is another piece of our ministry here to add to what the Lord revealed during the incredible time with Dr Sandy at the ‘Behold the Lamb’ retreat. The Lord showed how powerful standing in the gap for the parents of hurting people, brings precious Jesus into their place of healing, they behold the Lamb through the words of repentance spoken to them, and He touches them, He pierces their hearts with forgiveness. The other book the Lord revealed, has guided me alongside the teaching for Christian’s, to have a booklet for those who have no faith, are not interested in Jesus, but have questions about life and the why questions etc. This fits perfectly alongside Jonathan Edwards observations. The next part of this testimony happened when a book I thought I had lost surfaced from nowhere. Suddenly I saw it on a bookshelf I had looked at many times over the past twenty years. This book called ’The Guns of God’ changed the way I prayed and looked upon the Word of God. I could recall the content over the years but the book was hidden / lost to me. I couldn’t look it up because I couldn’t remember who wrote it.  The author is George Otis. When the book emerged Dennis began to read it, and yesterday after this tremendous week of revelations I felt I had to put on paper so it could go into my Bible, some of the ‘Guns of God ’ the ammunition, the bullets from the book. I did this and they are now in my Bible.  Last night we were attending a ‘Filling Station’ meeting in Langport, a town a few miles away from our house, Filling Stations are for Spirit Filled Christian’s to go to, from all denominations, where we get ‘filled’, topped up once a month. (These happen in places all over the UK). WE arrived knowing the speaker was a minister in a Baptist Church, but was also a ‘Church Planter’ around the world, particularly in the Middle East. His message wasn’t about planting churches it was based on 2Kings 6 Elisha and the axe head.  The company of the prophets said to Elisha, “Look, the place where we meet with you is too small for us. Let us go to the Jordan, where each of us can get a pole; and let us build a place there for us to meet.” And he said, “Go.” Then one of them said, “Won’t you please come with your servants?” “I will,” Elisha replied. And he went with them. They went to the Jordan and began to cut down trees. As one of them was cutting down a tree, the iron axhead fell into the water. “Oh no, my lord!” he cried out. “It was borrowed!” The man of God asked, “Where did it fall?” When he showed him the place, Elisha cut a stick and threw it there, and made the iron float. “Lift it out,” he said. Then the man reached out his hand and took it. When the axe head was lost the man had to admit it was lost, Elisha found a sick, when the stick was thrown into the water the axe head miraculously floated up. God could have sent the axe head out of the water into the persons hand but instead Elisha told him to reach down and pluck it out from the water, The message was for us to ask ourselves if we have lost our ‘cutting edge’, and if we are willing to admit this, ask God for help finding it again, and to take the steps needed before reaching out and reclaiming that which was lost.  Everyone took part in couples, or with people we trusted, Dennis and I did this. The Lord revealed the book that had been lost, “Guns of God’, it was found, what had been lost was restored and we were equipped with precious ammunition for our ministry. In the teaching last night it was also revealed how we have a part to play in miracles.  Over the next two weeks we had a miracle occur with our ‘Bore Hole’. It was dug nearly thirty years ago, producing iron saturated, orange coloured, toxic water, untreatable then except with salt, and because there was so much iron even that would not suffice. The bore hole was shut down and has not been used for at least twenty five years until three weeks ago.  The man who came to inspect it removed a corroded and useless pump and black slime filled pipes. He said the bore hole was ‘Septic’, but he would set up another pump and let it run for a week, however he wasn’t hopeful of a good resolution. Expecting black slime to be pumping out for a long time, if ever clearing at all, he was shocked when after a few seconds of black the water cleared. Dennis told him we had been praying and he said the prayers must have worked.  The pump was running for seven days, it ran clear and profusely, producing on their meter a reading of three gallons a minute over the seven days.  The man was staggered when he came back.  A sample has gone to be tested that is clear, odourless but with a slight taste of salt!  (A salt treatment plant was needed to remove iron). Only a miracle could account for this. Praise God.  We did our part, believing, despite circumstances, speaking out the miracle of clean pure water. ‘Speaking that which is not as though it were.’


George Otis with Christine Darg from

Guns of God book

As declared in Isaiah 55:11 this scriptural ammunition will complete that purpose for which it is sent, and it shall prosper. Page 93…. ask ‘precious’ Holy spirit to give a verse (a rhema word). Send the words from your mouth as an active force that, once sent forth, will return like a boomerang, never void, but having accomplished and brought the answer. AUTHORITY (Spiritual) Matthew 16:19 I will give you the keys of the kingdom of heaven; whatever you bind on earth will be bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth will be loosed in heaven.” 28:19 Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptising them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, Luke 10:19 I have given you authority to trample on snakes and scorpions and to overcome all the power of the enemy; nothing will harm you. Mark 16:17 And these signs will accompany those who believe: In my name they will drive out demons; they will speak in new tongues; Decree: All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to my Lord Jesus, and He shares His authority with me/us. Satan is the god of this world but he is not my/our master, he must obey the believers voice in Jesus name. ABILITY:  Philippians 4:13  I can do all this through Him who gives me strength,  1Cointhians1:30 It is because of him that you are in Christ Jesus, who has become for us wisdom from God—that is, our righteousness, holiness and redemption.    2:16 for, “Who has known the mind of the Lord so as to instruct him?” But we have the mind of Christ. 12:7 Now to each one the manifestation of the Spirit is given for the common good.  Exodus 31:3 and I have filled him with the Spirit of God, with wisdom, with understanding, with knowledge and with all kinds of skills   Romans 12:6  We have different gifts, according to the grace given to each of us. Decree: Defeat is nailed to the cross. I/we can do all things through Christ. Precious Holy Spirit (Ruach Elohim) lives within me/us and imparts wisdom, understanding and knowledge, He puts me/us in control in any situation or circumstance. 

ARMOUR OF GOD Isaiah 59:17 He put on righteousness as his breastplate, and the helmet of salvation on his head; he put on the garments of vengeance and wrapped himself in zeal as in a cloak.

Ephes. 6:14-17 Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one.

Decree: I/we put on the armour of God to use both as both defensive and offensive weaponry. It has been put on for as long as I/we remain in this world.

BOLDNESS Prov. 28:1 The wicked flee though no one pursues, but the righteous are as bold as a lion. Hebrews 4:16 Let us then approach God’s throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need. Ephesians 16:19-20 Pray also for me, that whenever I speak, words may be given me so that I will fearlessly make known the mystery of the gospel, for which I am an ambassador in chains. Pray that I may declare it fearlessly, as I should.

Proclamation: We/I am as bold as a lion, I am bold in Jesus name, I am bold towards man and devils, because I am the righteousness of God in Christ Jesus.

ANGELIC MINISTRY Psalm 34:7 The angel of the Lord encamps around those who fear him, and he delivers them. Hebrews 1:14 So he became as much superior to the angels as the name he has inherited is superior to theirs. Matthew 18:10 “See that you do not despise one of these little ones. For I tell you that their angels in heaven always see the face of my Father in heaven.”

Decree: The angelic host are my/our companions and defenders.

CHILDREN 1Sam 3:9 So Eli told Samuel, “Go and lie down, and if he calls you, say, ‘Speak, Lord, for your servant is listening.’” So Samuel went and lay down in his place. Acts 2:17 “‘In the last days, God says, I will pour out my Spirit on all people. Your sons and daughters will prophesy, your young men will see visions, your old men will dream dreams””. Isaiah 49:25 But this is what the Lord says: “Yes, captives will be taken from warriors, and plunder retrieved from the fierce; I will contend with those who contend with you, and your children I will save. 54:13 All your children will be taught by the Lord, and great will be their peace. Proverbs 22:6 Start children off on the way they should go, and even when they are old they will not turn from it. Lament 2:19 Arise, cry out in the night, as the watches of the night begin; pour out your heart like water in the presence of the Lord. Lift up your hands to him for the lives of your children, who faint from hunger at every street corner. Psalm 112:1-2 Praise the Lord. Blessed are those who fear the Lord, who find great delight in his commands. Their children will be mighty in the land; the generation of the upright will be blessed Daniel 1:4, young men without any physical defect, handsome, showing aptitude for every kind of learning, well informed, quick to understand, and qualified to serve in the king’s palace. He was to teach them the language and literature of the Babylonians. v.17 To these four young men God gave knowledge and understanding of all kinds of literature and learning. And Daniel could understand visions and dreams of all kinds. Eph 6:1-4 Children, obey your parents in the Lord, for this is right. “Honour your father and mother”—which is the first commandment with a promise— “so that it may go well with you and that you may enjoy long life on the earth.” Fathers, do not exasperate your children; instead, bring them up in the training and instruction of the Lord. Numbers 6:24-26 ‘“The Lord bless you and keep you; the Lord make his face shine on you and be gracious to you; the Lord turn his face toward you and give you peace.”’

Decree: We/I surround my children with faith rather than fear. They shall be mighty upon the earth. They shall be the head and not the tail. They shall not depart from the ways of the Lord. A blessing is commanded upon the children of the upright. Our children will obey their parents, therefore things will go well for them. Our sons and daughters shall prophesy and they shall see visions. They are skilful in all wisdom and have understanding and learning. Great is their peace. Lord we put Your name on our children.

DIVINE HEALTH Exodus 15:26 He said, “If you listen carefully to the Lord your God and do what is right in his eyes, if you pay attention to his commands and keep all his decrees, I will not bring on you any of the diseases I brought on the Egyptians, for I am the Lord, who heals you.” 23:25 Worship the Lord your God, and his blessing will be on your food and water. I will take away sickness from among you, Proverbs 4:20 My son, pay attention to what I say; turn your ear to my words. v.22 for they are life to those who find them and health to one’s whole body. Job 42:10 After Job had prayed for his friends, the Lord restored his fortunes and gave him twice as much as he had before. v.12 The Lord blessed the latter part of Job’s life more than the former part. He had fourteen thousand sheep, six thousand camels, a thousand yoke of oxen and a thousand donkeys. Matthew 6:10 your kingdom come, your will be done, on earth as it is in heaven. 8:16-17 When evening came, many who were demon-possessed were brought to him, and he drove out the spirits with a word and healed all the sick. This was to fulfil what was spoken through the prophet Isaiah: “He took up our infirmities and bore our diseases.” Hebrews 10:7 Then I said, ‘Here I am—it is written about me in the scroll—I have come to do your will, my God.’” 2Chronicles 16:12 In the thirty-ninth year of his reign Asa was afflicted with a disease in his feet. Though his disease was severe, even in his illness he did not seek help from the Lord, but only from the physicians. Jer 17:5 This is what the Lord says: “Cursed is the one who trusts in man, who draws strength from mere flesh and whose heart turns away from the Lord. 1Kings 8:56 “Praise be to the Lord, who has given rest to his people Israel just as he promised. Not one word has failed of all the good promises he gave through his servant Moses

Decree: Precious Jesus, You did not carry our/my infirmities and sicknesses in vain.We I purpose to appropriate the divine health that You paid the awful price to purchase. You Lord are our/my Great Physician and we/I will not make the mistake that King Asa made in consulting physicians without consulting You. We/I  take You as our/my Healer and thank You that healing is part of the Atonement. We/I purpose to walk in Divine Health. We/I train ourselves/myself to resist every assault of sickness in Jesus name. As soon as symptoms are detected we/I will not tolerate them. We/I will not take the path of least resistance but will steadfastly resist satan in Jesus’ name. We/I contend for our/my health. We/I will not let Your words drop to the ground. Thank You Jesus that You came to do the will of the Father and that it is His will that we/I be well.

Picture of mirrors 13.05.19....... 3.30.... I woke up and went into the kitchen to be faced with a large bright red moon in the sky, quite low but shining through the kitchen window. I woke Dennis and he took pictures of it.  This moon was significant because as we finished praying the Lord revealed that it was a sign of His seal, we had broken down strongholds, He had sealed it all. Towards the end of the prayer time, after the declarations and scriptures had been proclaimed and declared, the Lord gave me a picture of a room of mirrors. We see them in fairground attractions or at the seaside. The mirrors fill the room, they are everywhere, they contort, twist, blow up or shrink images, and are so confusing, they push people into chaos, they don’t know which way to go. (The word ‘HOODWINKED’ kept surfacing in my mind.) Dennis and I had finished the declarations and proclamations when the picture of the mirrors formed. I watched as the bullets from the ‘Guns of God’ declarations hit each mirror, it shattered into millions of pieces, then the pieces vaporised and it was all gone, replaced with His wonderful light, and truth.  Truth sets us free. His Word is truth. He then sealed it. The scriptures and declarations were the 'Guns of God', selected by Holy Spirit.  May / June 2019 ……..We have had a problem regarding the bore hole that means it will not be viable practically or financially. The test results were miraculous in the sense that there was no high presence of iron anymore, however the chemical analysis had become dangerous. There were levels of various chemicals that are difficult to remove, and to dispose of their waste product. This was a disappointment and a shock. Looking at connecting to mains water is possibly our only option now. This is very expensive, however we are getting quotes and praying.

May / June 2019 ……..We have had a problem regarding the bore hole that means it will not be viable practically or financially. The test results were miraculous in the sense that there was no high presence of iron anymore, however the chemical analysis had become dangerous. The levels of various chemicals that are difficult to remove and to dispose of their waste product was a disappointment and a shock.

Looking at connecting to mains water is possibly our only option now. This is very expensive, however we are getting quotes and praying.

16th June 2019…… I dreamed I had a baby, it was Adrian as a baby. We were really busy, all our belongings in the car, lots of boxes, Adrian was in a plastic box wrapped up, in the car as we went dashing here and there, meeting people, doing things. Suddenly we remembered Adrian, we stopped in  car park, and hen we opened the box Adrian wasn’t breathing.

Whilst writing this I recalled hearing about a footballer who had a heart attack during a game. His heart stopped for 70 minutes, then suddenly it started again and he recovered completely with no effects. I felt convicted that it’s not too lat to stand for Adrian, to redeem him as our firstborn and together, even at his age now redeem and hand him over to the Lord.

We have been dealing with all the life issues and distresses over Adrian without handing him over. Doing it in our human way, being busy with everything over the years, we have prayed and uplifted him, but this morning this has to become a conscious stand to redeem him as our firstborn. Redeeming is different to just keeping handing him over. Redeem…. retrieve, regain, recover, reclaim, repossess.

Leviticus 25:54 - released in the year of Jubilee - “even if someone is not redeemed in any of these ways..”……… This is our year of Jubilee August 31st 2019 - August 1st 2020.

Standing in the gap for Adrian as Kinsman Redeemer, Redeeming him back from the enemy, then handing Adrian over to God.

Isaiah 44:22 - when Adrian returns to God, He Lord will redeem him.

Isaiah 60:1 ….. We declare…. Arise shine Adrian for your light is come, and the glory of the Lord is risen upon you.

The Lord has revealed the blessing that 2020 is our year of breakthrough and building. 

As we exit the year of Jubilee an increase on 31st August 2019 we will then enter this new designated year underpinned by the Lord. Praise God. 

We are and have been, being equipped to fulfil all He has given us to do and the plans will go through and the buildings will be built. The water will flow.

We needed to hear this because of all the delays. With the ‘Flood Risk Assessment” and then the ‘Environmental Report', plus the water problems we were feeling deflated so it is wonderful how our precious Saviour uplifts us with revelation.

The Flood Risk Assessment has been completed and a statement written for the planners to read about what we will be doing here, and the Environmental Report will be written after they visit on July 24th. We are on the border of the conservancy area but because there is a rare butterfly (the Brown Hairstreak), we have to have a visit, and pay for it too.

July 2019……. The Lord revealed His next stage of preparation within us. It began as I watched  ‘God TV’ and a minister was speaking about miracles. He was talking about faith and many people feeling if you haven’t got enough faith you won’t be healed. He said something that really profoundly hit me, in 1Corinthians 13, we have faith hope and love but the greatest of these is love……. love is the source of miracles.

The Lord then directed me to read Song of Songs in the Passion Translation, then read it with looking verse by verse at all the footnotes.  We are now doing an in depth study of Song of Songs on our set aside day for the Lord, on Wednesdays.

24th July 2019 Wednesday….      Environmental Visit for the report……

We sensed this would be rather more than we had anticipated when the young woman stated she should be finished by three pm, this was at 10am. 

She took pictures everywhere outside, and even went into our loft. It began to dawn on us that this was going to be more that just looking to see if the Hairstreak Moth was in our Ash tree. 

The Lord enabled us to have a revelation of significant caution about this report when the young woman decided to come over and say goodbye to me. She then said that we would need to be prepared for significant interventions from the Environmental Agency regarding the planning permission for the buildings. This would include Autumn, Winter, Spring and Summer of weeks of monitoring bats to see if the new buildings would be in their flight path, and the piles of wood, and our wood store would have to be monitored each time we disturbed them, to check no creatures were harmed. When building began, (if ever it got that far), an environmentalist would have to be here to check no creatures were disturbed or harmed by the excavations and actual building. This is just a précis`. 

We began to pray.

What we thought was going to be built would now be filed for later years. 

We have been seeking the Lord, and know we can replace the building that burnt down at the front, as long as the ‘footprint’ is the same, but for anything else planning permission will be required.

26th July Friday….     Water Board Visit for connecting to mains water. This was so encouraging and the chap was very helpful. He actually found a public right of way covering most of the length of where pipe work would have to be laid. There is a small piece of land we need to find out who owns it, near the animal rescue sanctuary, Heavens Gate. This will be where our pipe would connect.

July 28th Sunday …..  There were many reasons in my head or not going to church today, Some petty and ridiculous and I know they are, but deep inside I knew I needed to have  re-set with the Lord, just the two of us. 

After barely touching the surface of Song of Songs I recognised this call, to ask my Bridegroom to kiss me with His kiss, His Spirit kiss divine, to be drawn into His heart, to go to His chamber.

I listened to Song of Songs, and declared words from Song of Songs. I was taken back to the place in His hand before I was born, before He told me my time away from Him would be gone in the blink of an eye, then He breathed life into me. I began to have a revelation of the need for this life… in His hand that was where I would remain unless I reached this moment in time when I realise I can’t enter into Him or open myself up completely for Him to enter my heart, unless I had lived this earthly life that gave me free choice, to choose to give myself wholeheartedly and completely.

July 31st Thursday …… Pauline, Dannielle, Callum and Amber all came at lunch time to spend the rest of the day with us. Tamsin, (our niece), was due to arrive later to stay with us.

The children enjoyed the pool, it was a warm sunny day so we ate and spent the afternoon outside.

Tamsin arrived and we were all caught up in the busyness of the children playing and needing attention, whilst also trying to catch up on news. I was sat with Amber on the lounger, playing a game when Dani came over. She sat down and said could she ask me some questions. Amber was demanding attention so it wasn’t easy to hold a conversation but what happened was phenomenal.

 Her question was this. “Why did the Wise Men bring gold, frankincense and myrrh for Jesus?”

Giving her the answers opened up so much to be able to share. I told her that the gold was for Jesus as King, the frankincense was for Jesus our High Priest, and the myrrh was for His sacrificial death for us all. I spoke about the Covenant of Redemption, that even before He created everything Jesus agreed to drink the Cup of Wrath that we should drink. I spoke about sin entering the world because we were created with free choice. I told her about the relationship with Jesus that we I have, that He is the third person in our marriage. I was able to speak about the Old Testament and how He made sure His seed was secure and safe ready for His birth in Bethlehem, and that He was born where the sacrificial lambs were born and kept for sacrifice in the temple. He was to be the final sacrificial lamb when He was crucified. How the High Priest tore his robe at Jesus trial and that in doing this he passed on the priesthood to Jesus. How Jesus defeated death.

Holy Spirit enabled and prompted throughout, and my prayer is that Dani (and indeed her husband Neil), will come here to stay.

Our time with Tamsin was anointed, and the ministry was flowing.

On Friday 1st August……. A couple came over and this was a time of such anointing from Holy Spirit, flowing and moving together with Tamsin bringing revelation, insight, pictures, prophecy and encouragement.

What a privilege. 

Because Holy Spirit is in control I am always astonished at the level of wisdom and discernment coming out of my mouth. There are various revelations I need to write down here because they are very important.

The journey throughout our lives has seasons of growth, we are broken by circumstances, events and trauma, but then we are mended by the Lord and become stronger. 

If we view this breaking in a lifetime perspective, we see that we are ripped apart, broken in every area, and then put back together so lovingly and carefully.  

I was reminded by Holy Spirit of the Japanese pots… Kintsugi is a Japanese art form in which breaks and repairs are treated as part of the object's history. Broken ceramics are carefully mended by artisans with a lacquer resin mixed with powdered gold, silver or platinum. The repairs are visible — yet somehow beautiful. 

Kintsugi means "golden joinery" in Japanese.

God never throws away the broken pieces of our lives; He redeems all of them, and although we will never be perfect this side of heaven, Holy Spirit began to reveal that as His children we can reach a place where after we have been ripped apart, broken, and repaired with His gold, we reach a point of completion where we become like new wineskins ready to hold new wine. There are no cracks to leak, and in this completion we become ‘Containers of Jesus” ready to be used even more powerfully for the Kingdom. I understood that from this point of revelation, whenever anyone asks me what denomination I am, I will answer with “I am a container for Jesus”. This also firmly linked back to July 28th…. being in His hand was where I would remain unless I reached this moment in time when I realise I can’t enter into Him or open myself up completely for Him, unless I had lived this earthly life that gave me free choice, to choose to be broken, ripped apart, repaired, strengthened, having given myself wholeheartedly and completely to my precious Saviour. Containers in the Old Testament were vital for the Temple,  Exodus 25:29, 37:16 … special containers to be used to pour out liquid offerings. Leviticus 19:36…. the containers had to be accurate in measure,   Numbers 7:84 ….containers were made of gold,  7:84, 7:86 ….. twelve were made to contain incense,  Nehemiah 10:39 ….. they were sacred containers of offerings.

All of the above have such significance in what our role is when we are sealed as ‘Containers” for Jesus.

2 Timothy 2:20  (Passion Translation)

Be a Pure Container of Christ

In a palace you find many kinds of containers and tableware for many different uses. Some are beautifully inlaid with gold or silver, but some are made of wood or earthenware; some of them are used for banquets and special occasions, and some for everyday use. But you, Timothy, must not see your life and ministry this way. Your life and ministry must not be disgraced, for you are to be a pure container of Christ and dedicated to the honourable purposes of your Master, prepared for every good work that he gives you to do.

Run as fast as you can from all the ambitions and lusts of youth; and chase after all that is pure. Whatever builds up your faith and deepens your love must become your holy pursuit. And live in peace with all those who worship our Lord Jesus with pure hearts.

Stay away from all the foolish arguments of the immature, for these disputes will only generate more conflict. For a true servant of our Lord Jesus will not be argumentative but gentle toward all and skilled in helping others see the truth, having great patience toward the immature. Then with meekness you’ll be able to carefully enlighten those who argue with you so they can see God’s gracious gift of repentance and be brought to the truth. This will cause them to rediscover themselves and escape from the snare of Satan who caught them in his trap so that they would carry out his purposes.

During this time whilst Tamsin was here we went out for a meal at a Thai Restaurant in Street. As soon as I got to the door I wanted to turn and run, and once inside I was horrified with the darkness, the demons on the statues, paintings, walls and even emanating from the glass covering carvings on the table tops. 

The only ‘clean’ thing in the place was a simple spiral glass chandelier at the far end of the room.

Both Tam and I noticed the discomfort of the waiter. The first course wasn’t too bad but by the time I had my main course placed before me I was feeling the waves of evil quite dramatically. My sense of taste went, and the meal became like a mass of slime in my mouth. It was horrible.

We left swiftly and the Lord has revealed that He will show us places like this, that are strongholds, so we can pray into and over them, ridding the area of the demonic presence.

25th August 2019 Sunday….. Gem was staying with us whilst Jan and Vince were away and I got up to take her for a walk at 7.30am. 

I was shocked to hear our bell clanging outside and when I opened the door a lady with her dog was frantically telling me our hedge was on fire. I woke Dennis, who didn’t seem worried until he got outside. It was a large fire which had already burnt several trees and was spreading fast. This was in an area where a fire was set two weeks previously and appeared to have gone out. 

We used containers of water and the watering can to contain it, and Dennis went to buy more hosepipe to lengthen the hose. I was left to fire watch. 

One of the trees near the road had burnt from inside and there was a wobbly part on the top which I was concerned about falling into the road, so I managed to knock it into the garden. This however sparked more burning.

The fire continued and cleared a massive area. 


It was actually a blessing because it revealed the extent of the footprint of the building that had been situated there. It is really exciting because we can legally replace the building that had been there, and now the meeting room will be a big one!

28th August 2019 Wednesday…  our prayer and fast day.


29th August 2019 Thursday….  22nd miraculous healing anniversary begins. I continued my fast.

I woke up at 4am. My legs were not hurting as they had been. I woke up again at 5.30am and began speaking out God’s Word as it played on my phone. I put on Psalm 91 and recited it, also the following Psalms, speaking out for the United Kingdom and rejoicing that the Lord is good and His reign and rule are here in the UK and nothing the enemy does will prosper.

I got up at 6am, I read Psalm 91 in the Passion Bible Translation. I spoke to the Lord from Song of Songs.. I am sheltered and secure under His protection, filled with life and energy and strength for the year/years ahead. He is my God and in Him I trust. My heart, mind, body, soul and spirit belong to the Lord. My precious Jesus I praise and thank you Lord for every breath You give me to breathe. I am wholly focussed and committed to You LordJesus over the next days until August 31st and then onwards for however long or short my time here on earth is.

I love You Lord, I trust in You and I do not lean on my own understanding, in all my ways I acknowledge You, and You will direct my path.

I thank and praise You for my Dennis. Our very bodies, souls and spirits are one in You Lord. I pray and I declare and I proclaim that our lives will be lived here on earth being obedient and focussed on You precious Jesus. Our bodies will be healed into the perfection in which You created them. We will be strong, have energy, and be a bright light of You Lord, as we are carriers of You and Your Light. Amen and Amen.

30th August 2019 Friday….. I continued my fast until our Shabbat meal. 

It’s a glorious sunny day. After praying I went with Dennis to the Dentist in Somerton. When we got home we sat outside by the pool. I swam, I prepared the meal. I broke my fast, this was a very special celebration, the day of spiritual healing 22 years ago.

31st August 2019 Saturday….. I awoke this morning 22 years on from my miraculous physical healing which gave us both our lives back. We give God all the glory and honour.

A very busy day, weeding, clearing, painting the gate. Dennis painting part of the iron railings.

Around half four I suddenly felt quite unwell. Aching, bones, neck, back, chest, feet, in fact everything all in one day that had ever caused me pain. Also a feeling, a thought planted by the enemy about a dragging in my abdomen wondering about a prolapse. 

How could I be celebrating 22 years of healing and find myself with all of these bad things. I know from years of experience that they are from the enemy.

Well, enemy, I am not having it. I am a child of God and I am healed in Jesus precious and powerful name. I decree and declare total healing.

I went to bed at 8pm and fell asleep quickly but all is not right.

1st September 2019 Sunday…. A disturbed sleep, up at 1am, then 5.20am.

The first dream /  input, was about the large piece of wood outside becoming a seat of anointing, set in place where it is.

At 5.20am I am here trying to remember, please help me Holy Spirit.

A visit to Israel, June and Frank were there. Adrian was part of it but he had his foot trapped, it was going black… it did become free. The Lord also showed me that Adrians trapped foot is his lifestyle.

The trip involved going to look over the whole of Jerusalem from above. So beautiful, so peaceful.

There was also lots of interaction with children/teens, talking to them about issues that confused them. The puppets were also used, not by us, to introduce Jesus as Messiah.

There was a period at the end where Dennis and I were separated. I never managed to sit down and eat, and I was presented with a hat to show all that I had been involved with. 

Dennis was with June and Frank, they ate and each was given a gift, Dennis was given a waistcoat.  

The question in my mind troubling me was the hat with a list of what I had done, am I like Martha?

I never got into the place where Dennis, June and Frank were. I didn’t eat.

I asked Holy Spirit to show me, to reveal to me why I feel everything is ‘wrong’ at the moment. I don’t want everything in my head to be about me and what I do, and I can’t understand the pain in my body. 

This was a question I felt the Lord saying, “ Do you want a hat of recognition? Recognised by man, or do you want what I am giving you to do, with a body equipped and healthy for those things. When you follow what you should be doing for Me it will be easy - there will be no pain.”

When we experience physical symptoms it can be a spiritual indication of pulling against what is right or what we are meant to be doing. (Do not put the Lord your God to the test!)

Yesterday on the 22nd anniversary of my healing I physically pushed my body doing jobs that tested my body, jobs I decided I should be doing.The Lord showed me that when I move into what I think I need to be doing because I want to help Dennis or others, I am stepping outside what the Lord asks me to do. When I do this I open a door for the enemy to come through, putting old symptoms to fool me into thinking I am no longer healed, or to whisper ideas about my mortality, even using scripture, (Hezekiah), to imply maybe I only had a number of years of life given back to me.

I declare now that I am going to listen closely to what the Lord tells me to do, and only do that.

The testing of this came - October 4/5th 2019

04.10.19. Had phone call from Naomi saying the Lord had spoken to her about our doing healing services each month at Bathpool. I spoke to Dennis in the evening and we said we would pray.

05.10.19. 06.50 am. I actually woke up around half five and listened to the Bible being spoken out in our bedroom, it prompted and pointed to me getting up and seeking the Lord about the healing services. I had prayed that there would be nothing of me in this, no human desires, only what the Lord wants to happen. I really have to become nothing, totally hand over to Abba, Lord Jesus and Holy Spirit, with no human earthly pride, arrogance, desires and motives, conscious or subconscious. 

I got up and began to write this, with the message of the cross emblazened and burning. I can only do what I am being told to do, this is different. It’s only been half me, needing Dennis to be there and doing it too. I still long for this but realise that although we are one, we are still separate spirits created to glorify Jesus so I am moving within my spirit with this now.

I feel I am hearing to say yes to Naomi. 

The services will not be anything except the cross, everyone there will have to focus on the cross, and only as Holy Spirit leads - nothing of me/us, totally about the cross and Jesus.

Dr Sandy’s internship dvd’s are important and clear in message, so I feel I/we need to absorb and re connect how vital the cross is through the incredible material the Lord has put into our hands.

The Lord gave me seven headings that will be the focus for each service.



Our emotional reaction to the loss of a loved one, a person or even a pet. 


The beginning. The Covenant Agreement, before time began.


Every soul/spirit was created ready to be formed in our mother’s womb and be born.


Jesus watching over His seed throughout the O.T. His eyes focussed on His birth in Bethlehem, and on Jerusalem and the cross.


The Garden of Gethsemane


What happened on the cross


What that means to us when we understand.

09.00 Spoke to Dennis and shared what I had been given, what I wrote above. 

We need to be of one accord so I am praying.

10.15 am Phone call this morning with Naomi. She wanted to share scriptures the Lord had given to her for us both.

Jeremiah 1:12  The Lord said to me, “You have seen correctly, for I am watching to see that my word is fulfilled.”

Jeremiah 33:14  “‘The days are coming,’ declares the Lord, ‘when I will fulfil the good promise I made to the people of Israel and Judah.

Jeremiah 34 (All of it ?)   The warning to Zedekiah the King of Judah. 

Proverbs 13:12  Hope deferred makes the heart sick,

but a longing fulfilled is a tree of life. 

This was a question I felt the Lord saying, “ Do you want a hat of recognition? Recognised by man, or do you want what I am giving you to do, with a body equipped and healthy for those things. When you follow what you should be doing for Me it will be easy - there will be no pain.”

I do need to think about this and pray.

27th October 2019  I went to speak at Bathpool, Dennis was taking Communion.

The Lord had shown me that I should only take with me jseven headings. I had no other notes and the Lord said Holy Spirit would give me all the words and direction I needed.

I trusted the Lord with all my heart, this was to be the content, not of seven services as I had originally thought, but only one.

Doing this was an incredible experience. The Lord had brought a young couple and their son, who were new Christians. Holy Spirit moved in them and it was beautiful to watch. Another lady was released into prayer by Holy Spirit.  Although Naomi has asked there has been no prompting to do any more services.

02.12.19. The water engineer came to see us regarding connection to the mains. It is very complicated and sounds like it will be very costly. 

05.12.19. I stood on scripture today because of the severe pain and trauma whilst having a metal post removed from my gum and jawbone. I asked the Lord to remove the memory and He has. Praise God.This began two weeks of not being able to eat properly.



The new year was made so encouraging for us because of what the Lord has been saying and doing. It has been phenomenal how we have received e mails from Lana Vawser with what the Lord has shown her, and most times, the day before or even in the early hours before receiving it, I have been prompted to get up and write down what the Lord has been showing me and they have been clearly the same.

I am keeping a record of these in our personal diary, it is a faith builder for me and incredible confirmation of what the Lord is doing.